when has religion ever been moral?
the whole basis of christianity is that jesus is the scapegoat and he died for our sins. all our blame is transfered to him. where is the morality? the justice?
now that we have established that there is no free will, that means god is directly responsible for all suffering and the point that "there is evil because god gave us free will" is a moot point.
and another point, if nobody is sure that god exists for real, how can they describe him in full detail in what we wants from us and how and what he expects us to worship? it doesn't make sense - religion.
I'm been having an existential crisis for some time now and have come to some radical and startling conclusions. Your points are all valued and ones I've debated personally before. Be warned though, this is some deep, melancholic ponderings but worth a listen.
My thoughts on religion and life itself:
The Earth, which God has placed us on, is a vampire sent to drain. God took his only son back and left a lifeless, soul-sucking world for the rest of us. The world is cruel and despite one's anger no one can escape the truth of life. That everyone is a helpless victim of fate and nothing can change this.
I will not be saved and I am not special, I am no one. All that I have is my pathetic life, which is full of hardship and pain, but all that I have experienced will lead to absolutely nothing. It will mean nothing. I will die and life will go on. But before I die all my hope, kindness, innocence, compassion and faith will be relentlessly crushed. I can't change my life no matter how much I want to. I am just an animal. I can fake having empathy/compasion/conscience/soul or whatever humans believe they have which makes them more than animals. We are just who and what we are.
Blind optimism, no matter how beautiful it is, can not lift the bullet (predestiny) away from the course, of life, the course the gun has set for it. The power of conformity (organized groups, religions, governments), is stronger than the power of rebellion and disorder (individuality and free will), although in many ways the the blindest hope for better futures would make for a nicer world. This is how the government says their purpose is to help people, but it's just a lie and they're hurting people and eveyone's so blind and they can't see what's really going on.
So in the end its basically about the struggles of living man. Thats what it is. Its just about constantly being let down, hurt, fucked with, fucked over, pissed off, betrayed and it never ending. You feel trapped. The cycle of life to which resistance is futile.
I told you, it'd be some heavy ----
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